Sunday, June 16, 2013

LovE LettEr

A LovE leTTer

A Cuma staff saya.. first time saya sembg dgn A, there is not even any feeling between us.kami jadi kawan.dia suka bodek saya..hurmm.mcm staff laen. Dia x suka saya blnja dia masa lepak ramai2 dgn staff laen. Even just a drink kat Makbul. Dia akan byr sndri.Gentle sngt.
My day at KRR mkin hari mkin best, especially bila stu shift dgn mr.A. then one of my closest friend miss D said that  dia suka our mr.A, at that time Im happy.tgk diorng ngusik satu sama laen.bila mr.A ckp dia akan resign sya tgk miss D sedih..serius.dia sedih.hurmm at that time. Sya pun sedih,one of my good staff da resign. Just a Good Staff at that time ok..thats it.END!!!  Manager n staff relationship,tp x tahan lama hubungan neh.
A mula jdi kawan rapat saya even after resign.saya mula cari dia bila stress kt tempat keje,problem ngan abg sya n dak umah sya masa tu.dia ada masa. Siap offer nak bg saya nangis kt bahu dia. At that time saya bgtau dia, sya x bole nangis kt bahu dia sbb dia pun A. such a meaningful letter in my life.tp dia x fhm,dia tetap take gud care psl sya.

Our first Date
Mula dgn dinner kat pauh garden.masa tu ada best friend dia..so date ke mcm tu..kejap2..lepas mkn kami gerak g uptown Bandar perda, tiba2 kwn dia jalan jauh dari kami.katanya nk bg chance.YESS!! mmg ini yg sya tnggu. Our mr.A suddenly tarik lengan saya,bkn tngan eh.lindung sya dari org ramai kt uptown.sya mulanya x bg,tp akhrnya mngalah sbb dia tarik kuat sngt.huhu. masa tu saya harap jgnlah,tlonglah jgn dia.sbb dia A.
p/s tgn sakit sngt next day tu…huhu.


Second date
Hurmm..dia msg kt fb ajak kuar mkn sama ktanya.tp tnggu dia blik kitchen dulu.ok sya tnggu.dia ckp naik mtor skali dgn dia.terkejut.serius sya terkejut dgn ajakan dia.hurmm x fikir bnda len da sbb da lapar, so sya pun ok jer la, plannya nak g mkn jer, end up tgk wayang sma. Ceritany Ip man.sya x thu dia msih smpn lg ke tiketnya sbb dia mntk nak simpan.then cerita pun mula.suddenly dia tarik tgn sya,Saya tolak then tarik lgi,ok sya mngalah.
p/s just a close friend.but friend don’t held their friend hand

3rd DATE!!!
Hurmm..each time kami keluar.msti tgk wayang..this time cerita The Host.b4 tu kami g mkn kat Nandos.sya dpt gaji.so teringin nk mkn,n alang2 da prnh janji ngan dia.tp sblum cerita neh, kami prnh tgk wayang cerita laen G.I Joe.anak buah sya blnja.so sya ajak dia skali.hurmm mcm biasa lah,Gentle, dia blnja sya pop corn n air b4 wayang. N once again di pegang tangan sya. N bila dia genggam tgan sya believe me,saya mula lpakan A sya yg lama. Bila ingatn tu mula hilang,sya genggam tgn dia jgk while hoping that hands will never let go of my hand.
Next day sya tnya knapa dia pgg tngan sya.jgn mainkan sya,that’s is my first time air mata saya jatuh sbb dia.sbb saya fikir dia nak mainkan saya jer
p/s Hati saya mula rindukan dia

next..next..DATE!!!
hari2 saya ceria..dia selalu ada masa untk sya.bila ckp lapar,dia hntar mknan,bila bosan dia ajak kuar.tak pernah nk berkira dgn sya. HATI SAYA ADA PADA DIA!!! Bila dia ckp sya someone special pada dia.Thanks Allah bg sya kekuatan untk kembali syg dgn huruf A.
Saya jatuh hati pd awak,sya mula syg awak n untuk hilang awak sya x mampu, x kuat.
p/s wat masa nie, sya harap awak ada msa tuk baca love letter nie.akan ada smbgnnya esk.x pe awak x msg sya,sbb cbuk dgn final yg da nk dekat. N asignmnt yg bertimbun,kita berhubung dgn cara nie.luangkan 10 minit awak tuk baca luahan hati sya neh.cukup bg sya, awak baca n cuba fhm pe yg sya rasa.
^^Thanks ^^..

Friday, May 10, 2013

This is Me!!!

salam..
my first time posting using a tab...
hehe..but this time..i'll tell
whats really happened in my life yesterday..today..
n what i may do tomorrow..

what a bright..shiny,peaceful day sometimes..
but then, a dark..cloudy, n lastly..
end with such teardrops..for no reason..


he's here sometime..nearest place to my heart..
but lot of time he's there.such far2 away from me..

with such decision i made..
i hope you'll understand...
you 're the one turning me into this..

the truth is.
i'm madly in love..
n at the same time..i'm too afraid..
to continue loving you
cuz i know..that i cant bear to handle..
when the time comes..
n you will leave..

so i do hoping that you will also
madly inlove towards me..
cuz if you cant do it for me..
do tell me..
lots of love..
juriani jafari..

This is Me!!!

salam..
my first time posting using a tab...
hehe..but this time..i'll tell
whats really happened in my life yesterday..today..
n what i may do tomorrow..

what a bright..shiny,peaceful day sometimes..
but then, a dark..cloudy, n lastly..
end with such teardrops..for no reason..


he's here sometime..nearest place to my heart..
but lot of time he's there.such far2 away from me..

with such decision i made..
i hope you'll understand...
you 're the one turning me into this..

the truth is.
i'm madly in love..
n at the same time..i'm too afraid..
to continue loving you
cuz i know..that i cant bear to handle..
when the time comes..
n you will leave..

so i do hoping that you will also
madly inlove towards me..
cuz if you cant do it for me..
do tell me..
lots of love..
juriani jafari..

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Be Mine

Salam..

lama Hati x seriang nie..

post sblum neh..asyik nangis..haha

tapi kali nie..Sya HAPPY!!!!

ada masalah..tp tolak tepi dulu..

ada org nak main tarik tali dgn sya..
x pe la..jom kita main..haha

Hati sya lembut..tp bkn dgn dia..
hati sya keras..sebab awaklah..

meh kita tgk..siapa yg nak lepas tali dulu..

haha..

At the end of the day..

sya tahu awak x kn jdi hak sya..

so..slagi ada masa..

kita main..n main..Muda lagi kan..

If one fine day comes..

May Allah open my heart to pray that..
i wanted you..

to BE MINE!!!

Saturday, March 16, 2013

At This moment


At this moment…

I’m crying..

Syazwani Yusoff..sya nak sngt pelokk awak..

Sya sngt perlukan awak..

Emosi sya sngt x stabil..

Saya x suka duk Penang da..

Bnyk sngt kenangan kat cni..

Tp ko da x ada kt cni..

Dia pun da x der..

Aku x nk ada kt cni sorang2..

Aku x sesuai sngt dgn Penang..

Kau tnggalkan aku..

Dia pun tnggalkan aku…

Aku dah x nk sesiapa tinggalkan aku..

Saat nie aku x kuat sngt wanie..

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

AWAY!!!

Salam..

ANother comes around..

Why A??WHY!!!!!??

Hurmm..there's no more space..

but my heart keep beating so strongly...

SO...SO...SO...

Strong!!!!!

Keep him away from me if

he's not the one..

Amin...

Monday, January 28, 2013

happy besday!!!

Salam..Gud Day!!

Yesterday, bufday one of my friend..
nama dia 

             NURLI FARHAN BT MOHD ADZMAN

so happy besday my sweetheart..my sis,my friend..
love u..lots2 of love for you from me..
my buddies nie always there for me..
sama mcm one of my bestie jgk.. syazwani yusoff..
dua2 sya syang..

anda berdua selalu ada dgn sya..

thank you so much tau!!!

to Nurli,
semoga panjang umor, insyaallah
semoga berjaya dalam study
semoga happy selalu
semoga di pertemukan jodoh dgn yg baek2..
semoga ALLAH sntiasa ada dgn kita..

p/s tnggu la posmen dtg ketuk pintu umah