Hak saya @hak dia???

Hak saya @ Hak dia

Saya selalu nmpk mr.A msg masa break dia.hurmm ada jgk rasa nk tnya..msg sape. Tp rasanya bole agak. Dah kebiasaan bila jmpk kwn baru, mula lah add kt FB..same happen between us. Sya add dia di FB, anak buah kann,so nk tahu dia nie mcmna orngnya,bkn dgn dia sja sya scroll abes FB tp dgn setiap anak buah yg laen.konon nk dekat dgn staff..hehe. dari situ sya sedar kewujudan Miss S.

Pda msa tu sya agak Miss S mmg confirm GF dia sbb kemain post diorng..so sya start ngusik mr.A stiap kali nmpk dia break..hurmm untung la msg Miss S. tp bila direct tnya ngan A dia kata kwn jer..hurmm..ntah susah nk caye.

Salah saya bermula bila sya tahu A dah ada Miss S, but still sya kuar dgn dia. At that time,mmg sya berharap A akn lpakan Miss S..sya sngt pntingkan diri sndiri, x fkir lngsung pe akn jdi pd Miss S klu tahu yg A kuar dgn sya n hbgan kami mkin rapat.

Time pass..sya semakin sygkan mr.A.sya mula check on FB mr.A.post dia yg lama..2,3 thun yg lepas.its true dia mmg ada smething ngan Miss S, cumanya sya x thu hbungan tu masih kekal atau tidak,smpai lah hari nie.sya msih x thu.

Sya mula sedar, sya tarik our mr.A dari yg sepatutnya, miss S.mula letakkan diri sya pda tmpat dia n cba rasa apa dia akan rasa klu sya amek A dari dia..seriously..HURT!!!. could not even imagine that.so sya mula fikir apa ptt sya buat,nk pulangkan @ nk trus fight spy A stay dgn sya, sbb sya x snggup nk hilang dia. Tp pda msa yg sma sya x smpai ati nk buat miss S mcm nie..

Again n again, sya x mampu nk bygkan klu A pergi, tngglkn sya. Tapi sya kuatkan hati, mgkin dia lebih happy bila dgn Miss S..Demi Allah, sya redha, letting go the people u love so that,they can be happy.sya tahu dia akn happy dgn Miss S..Cuma dgn Miss s.bkn dgn Miss L

p/s sya nak awak happy..tp tolonglah..this battle only between me n Miss S.please keep unimportant person away..saya bole jdi  girl yg sngt generous dgn pulangkan apa yg bkn hak sya.tp I am more than scary, when people try to take away what is mine..

 

LovE LettEr

A LovE leTTer

A Cuma staff saya.. first time saya sembg dgn A, there is not even any feeling between us.kami jadi kawan.dia suka bodek saya..hurmm.mcm staff laen. Dia x suka saya blnja dia masa lepak ramai2 dgn staff laen. Even just a drink kat Makbul. Dia akan byr sndri.Gentle sngt.

My day at KRR mkin hari mkin best, especially bila stu shift dgn mr.A. then one of my closest friend miss D said that  dia suka our mr.A, at that time I’m happy.tgk diorng ngusik satu sama laen.bila mr.A ckp dia akan resign sya tgk miss D sedih..serius.dia sedih.hurmm at that time. Sya pun sedih,one of my good staff da resign. Just a Good Staff at that time ok..thats it.END!!!  Manager n staff relationship,tp x tahan lama hubungan neh.

A mula jdi kawan rapat saya even after resign.saya mula cari dia bila stress kt tempat keje,problem ngan abg sya n dak umah sya masa tu.dia ada masa. Siap offer nak bg saya nangis kt bahu dia. At that time saya bgtau dia, sya x bole nangis kt bahu dia sbb dia pun A. such a meaningful letter in my life.tp dia x fhm,dia tetap take gud care psl sya.

Our first Date

Mula dgn dinner kat pauh garden.masa tu ada best friend dia..so date ke mcm tu..kejap2..lepas mkn kami gerak g uptown Bandar perda, tiba2 kwn dia jalan jauh dari kami.katanya nk bg chance.YESS!! mmg ini yg sya tnggu. Our mr.A suddenly tarik lengan saya,bkn tngan eh.lindung sya dari org ramai kt uptown.sya mulanya x bg,tp akhrnya mngalah sbb dia tarik kuat sngt.huhu. masa tu saya harap jgnlah,tlonglah jgn dia.sbb dia A.

p/s tgn sakit sngt next day tu…huhu.

Second date

Hurmm..dia msg kt fb ajak kuar mkn sama ktanya.tp tnggu dia blik kitchen dulu.ok sya tnggu.dia ckp naik mtor skali dgn dia.terkejut.serius sya terkejut dgn ajakan dia.hurmm x fikir bnda len da sbb da lapar, so sya pun ok jer la, plannya nak g mkn jer, end up tgk wayang sma. Ceritany Ip man.sya x thu dia msih smpn lg ke tiketnya sbb dia mntk nak simpan.then cerita pun mula.suddenly dia tarik tgn sya,Saya tolak then tarik lgi,ok sya mngalah.

p/s just a close friend.but friend don’t held their friend hand

3^rd DATE!!!

Hurmm..each time kami keluar.msti tgk wayang..this time cerita The Host.b4 tu kami g mkn kat Nandos.sya dpt gaji.so teringin nk mkn,n alang2 da prnh janji ngan dia.tp sblum cerita neh, kami prnh tgk wayang cerita laen G.I Joe.anak buah sya blnja.so sya ajak dia skali.hurmm mcm biasa lah,Gentle, dia blnja sya pop corn n air b4 wayang. N once again di pegang tangan sya. N bila dia genggam tgan sya believe me,saya mula lpakan A sya yg lama. Bila ingatn tu mula hilang,sya genggam tgn dia jgk while hoping that hands will never let go of my hand.

Next day sya tnya knapa dia pgg tngan sya.jgn mainkan sya,that’s is my first time air mata saya jatuh sbb dia.sbb saya fikir dia nak mainkan saya jer

p/s Hati saya mula rindukan dia

next..next..DATE!!!

hari2 saya ceria..dia selalu ada masa untk sya.bila ckp lapar,dia hntar mknan,bila bosan dia ajak kuar.tak pernah nk berkira dgn sya. HATI SAYA ADA PADA DIA!!! Bila dia ckp sya someone special pada dia.Thanks Allah bg sya kekuatan untk kembali syg dgn huruf A.

Saya jatuh hati pd awak,sya mula syg awak n untuk hilang awak sya x mampu, x kuat.

p/s wat masa nie, sya harap awak ada msa tuk baca love letter nie.akan ada smbgnnya esk.x pe awak x msg sya,sbb cbuk dgn final yg da nk dekat. N asignmnt yg bertimbun,kita berhubung dgn cara nie.luangkan 10 minit awak tuk baca luahan hati sya neh.cukup bg sya, awak baca n cuba fhm pe yg sya rasa.

^^Thanks ^^..

This is Me!!!

salam..
my first time posting using a tab...
hehe..but this time..i'll tell
whats really happened in my life yesterday..today..
n what i may do tomorrow..

what a bright..shiny,peaceful day sometimes..
but then, a dark..cloudy, n lastly..
end with such teardrops..for no reason..


he's here sometime..nearest place to my heart..
but lot of time he's there.such far2 away from me..

with such decision i made..
i hope you'll understand...
you 're the one turning me into this..

the truth is.
i'm madly in love..
n at the same time..i'm too afraid..
to continue loving you
cuz i know..that i cant bear to handle..
when the time comes..
n you will leave..

so i do hoping that you will also
madly inlove towards me..
cuz if you cant do it for me..
do tell me..
lots of love..
juriani jafari..

This is Me!!!

salam..
my first time posting using a tab...
hehe..but this time..i'll tell
whats really happened in my life yesterday..today..
n what i may do tomorrow..

what a bright..shiny,peaceful day sometimes..
but then, a dark..cloudy, n lastly..
end with such teardrops..for no reason..


he's here sometime..nearest place to my heart..
but lot of time he's there.such far2 away from me..

with such decision i made..
i hope you'll understand...
you 're the one turning me into this..

the truth is.
i'm madly in love..
n at the same time..i'm too afraid..
to continue loving you
cuz i know..that i cant bear to handle..
when the time comes..
n you will leave..

so i do hoping that you will also
madly inlove towards me..
cuz if you cant do it for me..
do tell me..
lots of love..
juriani jafari..

Be Mine

Salam..

lama Hati x seriang nie..

post sblum neh..asyik nangis..haha

tapi kali nie..Sya HAPPY!!!!

ada masalah..tp tolak tepi dulu..

ada org nak main tarik tali dgn sya..
x pe la..jom kita main..haha

Hati sya lembut..tp bkn dgn dia..
hati sya keras..sebab awaklah..

meh kita tgk..siapa yg nak lepas tali dulu..

haha..

At the end of the day..

sya tahu awak x kn jdi hak sya..

so..slagi ada masa..

kita main..n main..Muda lagi kan..

If one fine day comes..

May Allah open my heart to pray that..
i wanted you..

to BE MINE!!!

At This moment

At this moment…

I’m crying..

Syazwani Yusoff..sya nak sngt pelokk awak..

Sya sngt perlukan awak..

Emosi sya sngt x stabil..

Saya x suka duk Penang da..

Bnyk sngt kenangan kat cni..

Tp ko da x ada kt cni..

Dia pun da x der..

Aku x nk ada kt cni sorang2..

Aku x sesuai sngt dgn Penang..

Kau tnggalkan aku..

Dia pun tnggalkan aku…

Aku dah x nk sesiapa tinggalkan aku..

Saat nie aku x kuat sngt wanie..

AWAY!!!

Salam..

ANother comes around..

Why A??WHY!!!!!??

Hurmm..there's no more space..

but my heart keep beating so strongly...

SO...SO...SO...

Strong!!!!!

Keep him away from me if

he's not the one..

Amin...